"There are even some professionals to this day that don't believe that BPD's actually exist."
The Shadow
"The shadow, my precious observer. He's personality number 3, and here is his life."
Quarter of a Century
How can one be so tired after only living for 25 years? It's easy, really. Not even a challenge. What comes to me naturally is what makes me so exhausted. Fibro, PTSD, BPD, anxiety, Major Depressive Disorder. Even just one of those things can tear a person down over the course of a few years.... Continue Reading →
Child-Like State
"These are profound questions, and questions I do not have answers for."
The Fog
"Have you ever lost yourself? Like truly lost yourself in your own world?"
The Mimsy Saga: Part 3
I refused to sleep with him. You might not believe me, but for several months I absolutely refused. I insisted on taking the moral high-ground and refused to cross that line. I can't do that again, I told myself. I can't be the side chick again, I reminded myself. Despite my previous transgressions, I apparently... Continue Reading →
Don’t Worry, Be Happy
"Calling mental illness a phase is like calling depression or anxiety a choice."
Dear BPD, Here’s 10 Things I Hate About You
"There's a piece of you in every part of me, and I hate you for that. Just give me something to have for myself. Any little scrap would mean the world to me."
The Nurturer: Part 2
Oh bitch you know she's special, so of course she gets a round two. What can I say, she's a crucial character in my story of survival. I hope you root for her as much as I do, as she is one tough cookie to have taken care of me for this long. After writing... Continue Reading →
The Borderline Monologue
"Leave me in peace and watch me flourish without you."